Wrest

spent too much time #gooning today so i didn't get to draw maybe ill draw something spooky tomorrow

the buttons have shifted im scared

Slice of pizza and a monster Mmmmmmmmmm

getting ready for no nocturnal november where we just have endless sunlight and never go to bed

ENOUGH SCROLLING, THIS FAT RETARD IS GOING TO BED

Conservative discourse: wow libruls sure are dumb Liberal discourse: kill everyone who votes republican

apparently AO3 is gonna be down for a while, make sure to check in with the fujos in your life and make sure they're ok

getting ads for online autism testing uh oh

we lowkenuinely deserve annihilation as a species

sometimes i see something that reminds me just how evil the popular strains of leftist thought are. i genuinely refuse to believe most people think that way its too depressing otherwise

Want to put bowl of candy out in apartment hall, but kinda worried someone's dog is gonna get into it. Chat, am I overthinking this?

Picked of dragons dogma 2 recently, at this point i just gotta come to terms that I hate open world games now

Watched couple episodes of MLP Ngl, aryan

Going in for a cheeky second energy drink today 🤪

Good morning to all real niggas

Fine arts fans when the art is just alright

Other day I rewatched fievel goes west for the 1st time in about 20 years Great and seemingly forgotten children's movie

for the 1st time in my life, I ran a mile with no walking breaks. A positively tortoine 14:38 pace!!!

It's just about the 1 year anniversary of me losing my mind. Here's a tierlist of what ive learned about recovering from trauma.

SSRIs: C Everyone has a different experience, at best it can put a bandaid on acute symptoms. For me it seems to have little to no effect.

Sleep meds: A getting good sleep can be really hard when your fucked, so anything that can help is great

The passage of time: S+ No matter how shit you feel, give it enough time and your will start to normalize

Talk therapy: A You likely won't have any grand revelations through therapy, but it is useful to give you a safe and guided place to externalize and examine your problems. Therapy won't solve shit, it's up to you to put in the hard work outside of the couch. That can be both reassuring and depressing.

Talking about it with just about anyone: S This is mandatory. I spent my whole life keeping everything to myself, and it finally spilled over from the pressure cooker. Yes it's embarrassing to talk about your problems with anyone, but you feel better afterwards.

Overwriting your trauma with good experiences: S Another mandatory. You need to force yourself to do shit, outside, with other people as much as possible. Put as much good shit between you and hell as possible.

Crying in your mother's arms: S+ There is no better medicine for acute symptoms

Reading testimonials from people who have had similar problems AND RECOVERED: B This is useful in the beginning and any time you feel like your spiraling.

Exposure therapy: B Mandatory, but there's no need to rush things. Be patient and only push yourself when you feel strong enough.

Fleeing from your thoughts: F This is one of the hardest things to do, but it is mandatory to face things with dispassionate silence. Eventually you will stop obsessing over every little thing. But it can take a LONG time.

Thoughts on panic attacks: The sad truth of panic attacks is that trying to cure or avoid them is pointless and counterintuitive. There are no secret breathing exercises or going to your happy place. You simply have to cope, and they will likely just go away on their own eventually. Just remember, you're not gonna die from a panic attack, time is on your side.

I'm sure there's a million things I forgot, but whatevs.

the days i have the least to do at work are the ones where i feel most tired afterwards :/

spent 30 mins doomscrolling instead of going to bed on time award

pretty sure i just randomly saw you in an instagoon comment section

Finished reading Dissolution by CJ Sansom Would recommend if u like historical fiction. 100% written by a libtard. Did not like the ending, a fairly compelling read regardless. 3.5/5

Idk what to read next

once again reaaallly tempted to dump all my xmr....

and a lil bit of chickn friiied a cold beer thats chickn friied pair of jeans that chicken friiies and the radiooo friiiieedddd

most important day of the year btw

gonna force myself to go to an event next weekend have narrowed my choices to either amateur wrestling or a college Shakespeare performance

I HAVE A STRUCTURED SETTLEMENT AND I NEED CASH NOW

Contemplating how to make friends and lamenting industrial society

reminder that it has never been more important to make shitty art are you doing your part?

Snus SNES joke about putting a game console under your lip

i should go somewhere today but idk where

got every producttive thjing i wanted to do today done before lunch award now i have to figure out what to do with the rest of my day

a sunday scribble

Suya... polymarket prediction market on whether I can drag myself out of bed for 7am mass

walked a 5k today and my feetsies hurt now :fernannoyed:

vaporizing your marriage #vapenation

I cast LED headlights blaring directly into your eyeballs

had another good run today dare i say im beginning to enjoy it?

Yet another lovely day Feels very weird being this warm in late October

Instagram is showing me booty pics of the little sister of a childhood friend of mine I REMEMBER WHEN U WERE LIKE 5 YEARS OLD I AM DEEPLY UNCOMFORTABLE

dis aidan nigga is a straight parody of TRS. prolly thinks Jesse is a luminary philosopher

put a solid 10+ hours of reading into my new kobo and the battery has barely moved noice

My (yes my) starbucks is packed tonight Can a nigga read a book?

itsy bitsy spider nationalism

Extremely niche feature request, let us filter out all non global scope posts from home timeline

showin off some nice right hand improvements

very nearly mustered the gumption to complement a ladies braid today perhaps next time

giving yourself erectile dysfunction so you can collect disability checks

Wallace and gromit rube Goldberg contraption that sends my wife's morning urination straight to my morning orange juice

Groyper

when i feel bad, i put on my snoopy shirt, and then i feel a bit better

Spent way too much time doomscrolling today :0100:

Was gonna go to my 1st commander night at lgs today, but the safety of my couch prevailed Have another chance to do the needful tomorrow

any 3d nerds here? is there a more user friendly alternative to blender if i wanna mess around with modeling characters n stuff?

why is everyone soup posting? it was drywall just the other day

any viking hiphop queens and kings in the chat?

Uuuegggghhh afternoon sleebyness

Wow I sure love seing ads for sports gambling in discord 😐

uh, ok

1st run back after being sick, and it was somehow my best yet

Cute

Goood morning niggywiggies

ishould be going to bed rn but i just wanna scrolllllll

bring back eugenics, starting with beating my head in with bricks and hammers

shawty got a fatty shawty is getting prescribed ozempic and a strict exercise regimen

Do you guys have any secret underrated third spaces u wanna share?

30 mins of intensive gesture drawins done

ive been super on edge this week for some reason, haven't been able to unwind at all. i just restlessly bounce between playing guitar and melting into my couch, despite being pretty good about exercising and getting out of the house more recently

$20 with tip for an old fashioned And people wonder why Gen z doesn't drink

Reporting in live from a bar. Actually managed to force myself to try going for 1st time ever #chudwins

Foreboding Friday, feels a bit off

how is it already friday tomorrow, what happened to this week...

still coughing like a mofo :fernannoyed:

absolute dogwater guitar sesh - my arms feel like twigs surrounded by jelly

I'm looking forward to going in to work tomorrow This is advanced level loneliness

looked at singles prices at LGS around me and I'm baffled, everything is marked up 40-75% higher than TCGplayer (looking at non bulk cards), I assumed there would be a slight markup, but that just seems insane, why would you ever buy at those prices???

more innovations in reaction slop content

have a gamestop giftcard, but not really sure what to pick up...

its getting rough on the front lines

fuggit, gonna go get icecream just as an excuse to leave the house i hate being sick

finished reading Gekkou. A clumsy and amateurish fan translation, but the story itself is interesting. Would recommend

doing yearly sexual harassment training (as if i need an pointers on how to excel in that field) and its split into a bunch of short interactive videos instead of one long bullshit vid i can leave in the background very rude of them to expect me to pay attention

hows it goin peeple?

growing up, the broken family trope in media always seemed so foreign to me, every single person i knew was in an idyllic nuclear family with 2 engaged parents

Ruh roh kinda feel like I'm catching a cold

Big Poopa by the Notorious P.I.G

Up early Went to church now sippin that good stuff at an IHOP Might play some Diablo 1 later

couple of weird frickin guys

might have to download all 100+ gigs of BDO just so i can grab a screenshot of my character to draw...

took my new kobo clara for a spin at starbies solid 60 page sesh, first time actually reading a book in about 5 years

wow this sure would be useful if the PS5 had any games

foot still hurts from last run but might frick around and make it worse

it is another beautiful day out

did something change with libsyn recently? last several times iv tried to download an episode it just briefly pops up a new page and then immediately closes

Decided to eat some frozen custard inside Culver's for once Sitting next to table of high-schoolers, they actually talk like retards, it's not a meme

Poppin down for a cheeky redbull A cheeky redbull will undo my actions

MYSTICAL OLD BARDDDDD ON A JOURNEY THROUGH THE DARRRRRK :02yell: :02yell: :02yell:

my guitar teacher 6 7'd me today

Interesting trend with chess players, if u look at the comments of a chess reel, it's just a bunch of assholes belittling the uploader and pointing out every little inaccuracy they made

If u look at a musicians, artists, or gamers comments it's just all hell yeah brothr

Conclusion: chess players are really annoying and mean and stinky

Ahh Oct 7th, a day where nothing in particular has ever happened