My I am

I cherish every day,
every minute I get to spend with you—
because somehow,
you make even the ordinary
feel worth remembering.

We laugh our way
through the shit of the day,
find something to smile about
when everything goes sideways,
and when one of us begins to fall,
the other reaches out
and lifts them back up.

Maybe that's what I love most—
the way we lift each other
without ever having to ask.

You are my muse,
the quiet inspiration
behind thoughts I didn't know I had,
the spark that turns an ordinary moment
into something worth putting into words.

You inspire me.
You challenge me.
You make me want to be better.

And somehow,
you know me
without really knowing me.

You see the parts of me
I don't always know how to explain.
You make me comfortable
without asking me to be anything
other than who I am.

With you,
I feel safe.

I feel seen.

I feel understood.

And you make me feel like a man—
not because you complete me,
but because beside you
I remember the man I want to be.

I adore you.
I appreciate you.
I admire you.

More than I probably know how to say.

Sometimes I wonder
if there are people we meet
who feel strangely familiar—
as though some part of us
recognized them
before we ever had the chance
to understand why.

Maybe you're one of those people.

My other half.
My spirit animal.
My kindred soul.
My soulmate.

The one who makes me laugh.
The one who lifts me when I'm low.
The one who sees me
and somehow makes me want
to see myself more clearly.

The one who makes the world
feel a little lighter
just by being in it.

And maybe that's why
I've never found a single word
that feels big enough for you.

Because you're not simply
someone I enjoy spending time with.

You're woven into my days.
Into my thoughts.
Into the pieces of myself
I am still learning to understand.

You are the person
who makes me feel more like myself
simply by being you.

And maybe that's what
an other half really is—

not someone who completes you,
but someone who helps you
remember that you were whole
all along.

You are my muse.
My mirror.
My kindred soul.
My soulmate.

My other half.

My I am.

I am with you

I am the beam of sunlight
that kisses your cheek at the dawn.
I am the breath you softly draw
with your waking yawn.

I am the warm cover
that keeps the morning chill at bay,
like the arms of a faithful lover
before you greet the day.

I am the wind
that gently brushes your cheek.
I am the quiet strength you find
whenever you feel weak.

I am the water as you shower
that glides across your skin.
I am the humble meal that gives
new life to you within.

I am the song
that lingers in your mind,
the melody that follows you
when silence is unkind.

I am the shade
beneath the summer tree,
where for a little while the world
lets you simply be.

I am the rain
that dances on your pane,
reminding you that every storm
will one day pass again.

I am the laughter
hidden in your smile,
the hope that walks beside your heart
through every weary mile.

I am the evening sky
painted gold and blue,
whispering through fading light
that I am still with you.

I am the stars
that keep their faithful gleam.
I am the gentle hand that leads
your footsteps into dream.

And when at last
you close your weary eyes,
I am the love that finds your soul
where waking cannot rise.

I know, more poetry. I can't help writing it. MY heart is feeling it right now

I Want to End the Day with You

I want to end my day with you, See the little things you do; Watch you wander through the house While I tend to mine there too.

I want to end my day with you, Be beside you as daylight fades; Curl upon the couch together After candles, drawn-down shades.

I want to end my day with you, Share a meal and share a smile; Treasure all the quiet moments That make living so worthwhile.

I want to end my day with you, See you dress for bed at night; Feel you slip beneath the covers, Kiss your forehead, soft and light.

I want to end my day with you, Reading from our favorite book; Then I'd yawn and catch your eye, And you'd answer with that look.

I want to end my day with you, Feel you softly spoon with me, Drawing ever close beside me As we drift to peaceful sleep.

I want to end my day with you, Dreaming dreams both bright and true— Walking hand in hand together...

Every day begins with you.

Our Quiet Joys

Our love of music, shared in kind, Our joy in every cherished book; The foolish jests that cross our minds, Would earn the world a curious look.

I know I'm falling more each day— It shines through all I think and do; My thoughts forever drift your way, My heart keeps singing back to you.

I spend my weekends wrapped in dreams Of when we'll speak once more again; Until that welcome moment gleams, I count the hours with quiet grin.

I long to dwell where you abide, Though miles between our footsteps lie; For even when we're side by side In thought, no distance can deny.

To share with you both mind and heart, Each hope, each laughter, every view— No measure now can keep apart The better self I find through you.

Because You Are

You make me hunger to become The man I always dreamed could be; Not through command nor solemn vow, But by the quiet grace of thee.

A single whisper of your name Awakens embers thought long cold; My spirit gathers into flame, Its timid ashes turned to gold.

You do not ask that I should change— You simply are, and that is all; Yet mountains answer to the dawn, And sleeping forests hear its call.

The simple truth you breathe this earth Makes life itself seem newly fair; For if such kindness walks the world, Then beauty surely lingers there.

So gladly shall I bear the climb, Though every step demands its due; For each small victory I earn Leads both my soul—and me—to you.

Love Under the Falls

As into the cooling pool we tread, Where silver waters veil the stone, The mountain's breath around us spread, Yet in that world we stand alone.

I turn to you—your beauty bright, The crystal mist upon your skin; The waterfall adorns you white, As though the heavens drew you in.

I lift your face with gentle hand, Your eyes, two quiet forest streams; Within their depths I understand The secret architecture of dreams.

I bend to meet your waiting lips; The roaring waters fade away. The world dissolves in one eclipse— One silent, everlasting day.

My hands, like rivers finding seas, Trace every sacred curve they know; With every touch my spirit frees The hidden fires that softly glow.

A living current climbs my spine, As heartbeat answers heartbeat's call; Your soul, beloved, woven with mine, Like sunlight through the falling wall.

The water cannot cool the flame That neither wind nor time can still. Love whispers softly through my name, And bends the world unto its will.

The garments that the daylight knew Become but leaves upon the shore; For nothing fashioned can subdue The truth that drew us evermore.

There, hidden by the falling rain, Where heaven kissed the waiting earth, We gave ourselves without refrain To love's unspoken, sacred birth.

No shame beneath the open sky, No fear beneath the watching sun; The waters blessed each whispered sigh, Till heart and spirit flowed as one.

Beneath the blessing of the sun, With earth and sky our only shrine, Two wandering spirits, joined as one, Your breath forever mixed with mine.

And long after the waters cease To sing against the ancient stone, The memory shall remain as peace— For there I found my journey's home.

The Giving of My Name

I would entrust to thee my hidden name— The one no stranger's tongue was meant to bear; For names possess a quiet, sacred flame, And leave the soul unveiled to those who dare.

A whispered name may place the heart at stake; Its syllables, once spoken, cannot flee. Yet I would trust thee—not to wound nor break The tender cord that binds my soul to thee.

I would surrender every secret room, The dreams that bloom where waking eyes are blind, The silent hopes that perfume midnight's gloom, The undiscovered country of my mind.

Take all of me—the sunlight and the rain, The faults I carry, and the grace I own; The songs of joy, the old remembered pain— Let none of me be loved by thee alone.

I long to greet the first pale breath of dawn Beside thy waking, quiet as the light; To hear thy voice before the day is born, And keep thee company through every night.

I would be witness to thy passing hours, To every thought thy gentle spirit weaves; And build with thee imagined, living towers, Raised high by faith no winter ever leaves.

If there is magic left beneath the skies, It lives not in the stars above the sea, But in the soul that trusts another's eyes, And dares to speak its truest name... to thee.

Sometimes I think thy gentle face doth bloom Within the secret garden of my thought, As though some moonlit lily, sweet with dew, Had by an angel's quiet tending wrought.

I know not how such tender marvels come; No mortal tongue their mystery can tell. Yet oft my heart, before my reason wakes, Hath heard the music where thy spirit fell.

Though many a mile lies sleeping 'twixt our hands, Some unseen fragrance wanders from thy breast, And like the evening's softly-breathing rose, It steals upon my soul and grants it rest.

When Night, kind mother of all dreaming things, Draws her dark mantle o'er the weary skies, I charge my soul to cast its earthly weight And seek thee where the silent starlight lies.

On viewless winds, through fields the moon makes pale, It flies beyond the world's encumbering shore, To stand beside thee for a little while, Till rosy Dawn shall call us home once more.

And if, perchance, thy slumber gently stirs, And some dear happiness no cause can claim Should warm thy heart before the breaking day, I pray it was my spirit spoke thy name.

When evening draws her quiet veil, Your image seeks my waiting mind; I wander back through words we've shared, And find your gentle spirit kind.

Like moonlight dancing on a stream, Your smile returns without a sound. Though miles and moments lie between, It's there that thoughts of you are found.

Through every ordinary day, Your memory rises with the dawn. I wait to see your name appear, As thirsty fields await the rain.

The room grows brighter when you laugh; The morning envies such a light. Your wit, your grace, your steadfast heart Turn common hours into delight.

The world may praise your lovely face, And rightly marvel at its art; Yet what has captured all of me Is the quiet goodness of your heart.

To walk beside you, hand in hand, Would make the richest king seem poor; One hour spent beneath your smile Would be a treasure evermore.

You meet my laughter with your own, And trust me with the truths you keep. If fate had written kinder lines, I'd walk beside you all my days.

Your spirit shines like steadfast stars That guide a traveler through the night. And when the evening claims the sky, I dream of you until first light.

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To Know You

I would know you—not in passing, As strangers know the summer rain, But as the earth knows every season, And the sea remembers every shore.

I would know the quiet hour When sleep releases you to dawn; The first soft light upon your face, The sacred hush before the world begins.

Tell me the language of your mornings— The patient ritual of waking, The cup held warm between your hands, The thoughts that bloom before your words.

Let me walk beside the story of your days; Not only where the laughter gathers, But where the hours pass unnoticed, And love is measured by simply remaining.

I would hear the music hidden in your silence, The cadence only your heart can keep, Until its rhythm finds my own, And two songs become one hymn.

Let my lips be the last to bless your evening, A whispered promise before the stars. And when morning crowns your brow with light, Let my kiss be the first thing the day remembers.

I ask not only for your brightest hours, But for your weary ones as well; For love is not the feast alone, But also the breaking of the bread.

To know your heart Would be my greatest joy. To know your love My richest blessing. To know your mind Would be to wander galaxies Yet never lose my way.

For in you I find no stranger.

In me You are no guest.

And in the quiet country Where your soul and mine have learned each other's names, There lives a single truth—

Not I. Not you.

But the beautiful And eternal We.

Out for my morning walk. Nice and cool this morning https://cdn.satellite.earth/b78abefee272d53f11f58699acfd88f49dd5ad63260bf42a7b9ecfc2f5c27e4d.jpg

I'm so glad cops have to wear body cams now. Everyone thought we'd catch cops in the act and what we ended up seeing is a 24 hour 7 day a week display of humanities worst lol. Ironic

The Last Walk in Medora

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Explain to me the logic of on-chain zaps like I'm a 5-year old...

I know this man and have known him for years. He has no other agenda behind his words other than freedom for everyone through bitcoin. He actually cares about people and doesn't want them getting scalped doing on-chain zaps. I've known him since a little after MtGox happened and his motives are freedom through decentralization. You know nothing of him so you should hold your tongue.

This guy knows what he is talking about as he's an OG and has been doing this for a very long time. His words need considering

My dad was a Drill Sergeant in the Marines for a brief time during his tours. And, I as a kid, remember him bringing this work attitude home lol.

Happy Saturday #nostriches ! I hope you all have a great day and are blessed. Live the good life.

I love me some Full Metal Jacket and it's fun to watch people react to the opening at boot camp...

Whazzupp , Wednesday!! Good morning to all of you. May the day be blessed for you all. Let's get this started off right, shall we?

Get your blood pumping!

I've been playing around with building bots on my own. I've been using Portainer and it has been a really neat experience. I do now have a bot that connects my Discord server to a Flexer server. I used this bot to link both up and duplicate the channels.

I might try to do a Nostr bot next/ We'll see 😉

Good morning and happy Saturday, folks! I hope each and every one of you have a great day.

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So, people like entertainers like Billie and politicians like Walz in Minnesota, Ilhan Omar, and Mayor Frye incite people and take advantage of people's kind hearts and good intentions and poison and twist them into doing stupid things. Things like trying to run over a LEO and assaulting law enforcement. They incite people and should be held accountable. It's pure evil.

We're into Useful Idiots territory again and I have no clue where we're going. I think McCarthy was a little too harsh, but we definitely need to investigate and root out anyone trying to subvert our country.

Minnesota must be where they send all of the retards to live. And fuck Ilhan Omar. Bitch needs her citizenship revoked and then she can go back to her beloved country.

Look at what Santa got for me

Merry Christmas to all! Special holiday love to

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Mocking Charlie Kirk Got Them FIRED!

For people who value life, mocking someone's death or celebrating it IS mental illness... I don't know maybe growing up in a family who farmed and hunted taught me a little respect for life. We never celebrated killing an animal we needed for food. We thanked it for giving its life for us. Maybe I'm off target with that last part, but life is precious.

Jimmy welcomes back Twila Brase, president of the Citizens’ Council for Health Freedom, to talk about Senator Rand Paul’s new bill — the Safeguarding Personal Information Act of 2025 — which aims to repeal the federal Real ID law. Brase argues that Real ID functions as a federally controlled digital identification and surveillance system disguised as a state-issued driver’s license, warning that it could evolve into a global ID tied to biometrics and social credit tracking.

She and Jimmy discuss how Americans can opt out and revert to standard state licenses through her organization’s campaign at RefuseRealID.org, while urging people to resist further government control and data collection. The discussion also highlights privacy concerns over airport facial recognition cameras, biometric data storage, and growing federal overreach into personal freedom.

You know I don't see why so many are so willing to cozy up to the government when it comes to bitcoin. Bitcoin is permission-less. This means we need no ones permission to use it. Not even the governments'. What are they going to do? We have Bitcoin DEXs now. Going to try to shut down the on and off ramps we'll just use those.

Right now, in most places, you still have the ability to stand up to the government and tell them what WE WANT, not what they think we should do or what they want us to do. If it comes down to where they start arresting folks for using it or running nodes or mining equipment then we have WAY MORE to worry about then financial stability/soverignity.

May Your Steeple Burn 🔥 | Sister Leather Spikes |industrial goth / darkwave🔥

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Good morning #coffeechain ! I wish you all a great Saturday and hope you all are blessed this day. Enjoy your days

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Dang! She's cute

7 billion years old!! Wow man. Even if it's not an alien mothership, it's still pretty cool. I wonder what we would find if we took samples from it?

I found this video interesting but I do take with grain of salt

Walmart SHUTS DOWN Food Wars & Shoppers Shocked How Clean & Full The Store Is Without SNAP Shoppers

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I won something!! Lol

Copy of the Anarchists Cookbook on IPFS - https://ipfs.io/ipns/k51qzi5uqu5dh69y2hkyiopa1nalhw312n6skfpscn9t8is5c9zpcy3i4ynxk1

#anarchy #sovereign #freedomtech

Knot holes in trees wouldn't be safe if I tried to go a month without bustin a nut. No thanks

Doing and IPFS test of one of my videos - https://ipfs.io/ipns/k51qzi5uqu5dh69y2hkyiopa1nalhw312n6skfpscn9t8is5c9zpcy3i4ynxk1

Any suggestions, anyone?

I believe in Bigfoot myself. I had a strange encounter walking through a patch of woods once and I know this world is more than we think it is.

If your ass ain't on fire the next day was it really worth your time? :face with tears of joy:

Amen again!

Amen!

Here's the track I was listening to while I was #streaming and #vibecoding . I just needed something jamming to help me talk to an AI lol. #music #jamming

I am so proud of the work I have put into this site. It's been a labor of love and cost me a little for AI credits but I am happier than a puppy with a thousand peters. LMAO. This #vibecoding has been fun. Go over and give it a look if you're a fan of the #paranormal and let me know your thoughts. It can always be tweaked. - https://spookstr2.shakespeare.wtf/

Come check out my stream on zap.stream! I'm vibe coding for a little bit

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The reason I am doing this is because my sister, her friend, and I recently went to a taphouse called Firebird and they had a brisket included in some of their dishes like a sandwich and nachos.

We talked my sister's friend into trying brisket on her nachos as she has never had it. I got the sandwich. Both of our dishes; the brisket was tough. It had good flavor but brisket to me is supposed to be tender and juicy. Not chewy.

I am cooking these briskets so I can share some with my sister's friend because I felt so bad she had a bad first brisket experience lol

#foodstr #tender #juicy #brisket

Two beef brisket pieces going into the fridge overnight to marinate with rub on them #foodstr