Isanna🌸

Why is it that simple? 🐒

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Haahahah 😂😂😂😂

#memestr

Indeed 😁

#memestr

Heyyy 👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻 My latest photo dump here ☺️ Comment your favourite one 🩷🩷🩷

#GM NOSTR PEOPLE 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Finally, there’s a website where I can schedule posts, so I’ll be sharing more of my stories and thoughts with you here.

I’m excited to use this page to give away sats! Go check it out 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

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👹👹 Watch with sound on 😂😭😭😭

#dogstr

I just cannot tell you how mush I love these two 🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭 just look at them 🥹🥹🥹🥹

#GM 💕 have a wonderful international woman’s day 🩷

#GM Nostriches 💃🏻 Today this young lady turns 30!!! 🎂 Feeling full of strength, awareness, gratitude, and wisdom as I step into this new decade 🧚🏼‍♀️ When you really think about it, 30 is the new 20! 🎉✨

#GM nostriches 🥹 We are growing up so fast 👀

Perfect duo Molly & Nikki 🥹

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We have a new family member 😇 Her name is Nikki 🖤 Now I’m proud mama of two English cocker spaniel girlies 💗

We drove with Molly to pick up her little sister from far, far away in the Latvian countryside. A long drive, lots of new smells, very little sleep 🙃 everything at once. On the way home, Molly was… neutral. No excitement, no aggression. Just confusion. She had never seen such a tiny puppy before and simply didn’t know what to do with that reality.

The first day at home was cautious. Nikki instinctively looked for her mama and milk, but Molly obviously has none of that. There were a few growls, some distance, a lot of new sensations and stress for everyone involved. Nothing dramatic 🙃 just adjustment.

On the second day, play began. A bit rough. Molly pushed her away, tested boundaries, and the friendship was still very much “in progress,” except during short moments of play when curiosity took over.

By the third day, everything softened. No more growling. She lets Nikki come close, tolerates her, even gently guides her at times. The play is wild now 😂😂😂 Like they’ve always known each other 🧡

It really is a textbook transition from ‘no, no’ then quiet acceptance, and suddenly a family 🖤🤎🖤 Much better than I expected 💘

Molly is a golden dog with a golden heart. And Nikki… she was meant to be with us 🐾🤍🤍🤍

I’ll keep you updated because I just caaaantt 🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey Nostr people 🫶🏻

Amazing new year to everyone 💋💋💋 wishing you a powerful year ahead. I’m back after a long period of reflection and time with myself, putting together the puzzle pieces of my mental health and finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I’ve also become very clear about what I want to speak about here, because I have a lot to say. I’ve had so many realizations and inner breakthroughs that I’m ready to start sharing them openly.

There is also a new chapter coming 😌our family is growing, and I will be sharing that journey too.

Overall, what I’ll be talking about here is health ❣️mental and physical ❣️because that is my main topic in everyday life 🥹

Molly is celebrating the arrival of winter and all the thick snow full of zoomies and just a very happy dog 😆👌🏼

👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻 nostr people 🫶🏻

Some pics from today! 🩷

This makes me think…

Hello from winter wonderland in Latvia ❄️

My skin has been flaring like crazy lately. Acne is spreading fast, and I can feel it’s mostly anxiety sitting under the surface. It’s uncomfortable to walk through crowded places or try to hide it, so I’ve stopped trying. I’m letting it be. I’ve been through this before ,it passes. It always does..

Is diamond actually a scam? 🥹🥹🥹 What if you like how it looks on your neck, but you also know it holds almost no real value? What should you buy instead if you want something luxurious, something that shines, but you don’t want to keep big gold bars at home? Gold rises in value, yes, but that’s not exactly something you wear. So what’s the alternative for someone who wants beauty and intrinsic worth?

#asknostr

Thinking about getting a second dog. Not because I “need” one, but because my heart feels spacious and the idea of a bigger family feels right. Mollys mother will soon have another litter, and I keep feeling pulled toward bringing in another soul, this time black English Cocker Spaniel babygirl.

Molly herself is incredibly sweet, gentle, and truly wonderful. She is sensitive, deeply attached, and lives almost like a small person with her own rhythms and emotions. And that’s exactly where my hesitation comes in , would a puppy uplift her or throw her off balance? Would it be a beautiful addition to our home, or is this simply my subjective desire to love and care for another being, which might end up overwhelming her?

I’m speaking only about natural care!!! no vaccines, no chemicals, none of that nonsense!!! That part isn’t in question. What matters here is emotion, temperament, and living dynamics.

If anyone has experience with a very attached, sensitive dog and later introduced a puppy into the home, share your perspective. Did it make your dog more confident and joyful, or did it create stress and competition? I want to understand reality, not theory.

#asknostr #dogstr

Hiiiii Nostr people! 🫂

I’ve been missing real communication because my daily life has been non-stop lately. I’ve been reflecting a lot and finally listening to my body and soul. I’ve been in turbo mode revisiting everything from the last ten years, when I was drinking alcohol every day and basically doing drugs too.

Today I accidentally scrolled my iCloud photos back to 2017, and I honestly looked drunk, swollen, completely drained. Mentally at a really low level.

Next year I’ll be 30! And wow… I’m genuinely excited for the new decade, it’s going to be amazing. Even though right now my anxiety has flared up (summer was so calm), I’m no longer afraid of the future, and I actually want to thrive in this life instead of wasting it.

How do you feel about birthdays and new decades? Do you agree that when we were young we were all wild and didn’t think about the future at all?

(And looking through those old photos from the last decade… it honestly hit me hard. They look awful. I feel this huge sense of shame when I see them now, because the difference between then and now is enormous. Back then my whole body was struggling, not just the skin or the occasional breakout I deal with today, but my organs, my mind, everything. One of the photos was taken in Los Angeles during a period when I was literally drinking every single day for months. No wonder I looked like that. I kept trying to hide it with makeup, but you can’t hide that kind of damage 😣 it shows on your face. And I was only 22 or 21 in that picture.. can you believe?)

#askNostr #soberity

Hi! Hello! From me and Molly, have a great day you guys 🥰

#GM

I DO THIS EVERY TIME! I know, I’m very nervous driver 😂 and I swear. In Russian. A lot 🥹

#OOTD Kisses <3 https://blossom.primal.net/64dbe7334993575f6324ba5f3b817f4556b42483813f30e5dbe429eb2ee0f833.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/bd9bc0cf74c0b9c0b7d86fe41bdb363629f48a35c14f016c73e6acee05bc9e8f.jpg

Hi, good morning #GM Just me, unedited. Hard to accept my skin problems since very young age, but i truly believe one thing will help me heal up.. maybe you have suggestions what could help? https://blossom.primal.net/df699e9cf387a3f2e6ad09080774dcdf45cdc4900d24866e58ad90f57dedc507.jpg

When your emotional support dog has an emotional support monkey, do you think monkey has one too? :DD https://blossom.primal.net/25ebf857d2d0e4f50553c3be314d00d5ffd788b8fe11ae579afc1699e6d5724e.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/6d7ab3a4e2fdc6cb934953393ad2ceef0172275bc893f269a53aa9205dd56de7.jpg

Mollys board meeting 😅 wanna join?

#memes #memes #memestr

Well this is what I’m talking about 😎

Autumn has started, but today the sun played like it was still summer. A day when time fooled the calendar, soaking in the warmth with Molly before the leaves begin to fall 💗

#dogstr

#GM 🫰🏼 I survived August and somehow had fun :D

• my car got cloned (yes, someone’s joyriding with my plate with extremely similar car lol)
• another car kissed mine in a parking lot
• packed, moved, unpacked, repeat
• flu tried to take me out, didn’t win
• Molly is alive, safe & fabulous 🙏🏼

Stay safe out there, the simulation is wild 💋

I try to avoid everything he creates 😬

Me and my babygirl 🐶📸💗

#dogstr

I’ll just leave it here

Can I just say… I have big balls? 😄

It’s hitting me right now: in just one year, I didn’t just quit!!!! I stopped poisoning myself. No more smoking, no more alcohol, no more hard drugs. I shed 20 kg of excess weight and left behind so many burdens.

Honestly, I can hardly believe this myself. And the most beautiful part is that I don’t feel any pull backwards, because a bright, clean future is waiting for me… and I know it.

A year ago, if someone close to me had pointed at this version of me and said, “See, this is possible” I would have laughed in disbelief. I wouldn’t have trusted myself, and I wouldn’t have believed them either.

But here I am. Transformed. And I can truly say I’m proud of myself.

The truth is almost no one believed I could do this. Except for one person. Just one 🥹 the one who met me in that dark hole and helped me climb out.

It sounds unbelievable, doesn’t it? That one person’s presence, love, and belief could change everything. But it’s real 😍

There’s a saying: show me your friend, and I’ll tell you who you are 😉

Do you have a story like this to share? About your own battles with addiction… or about those rare, heaven-sent people who show up and help pull us back into the light?

This selfie actually matches perfectly the way I feel inside 😎

I know this by heart. I can feel the difference from earlier and now. What we say and what we think mirrors in real life.

Someone could not say this better 🙏🏼

Beautiful yesterday’s sunset.. enjoy the view 🌅

#GM 🫶🏻

Wild, barefoot and sun-kissed ☀️

An interesting new chapter has begun in my life. Alongside the project we’ve been working on for over a year, I’ve also started rediscovering old hobbies. As a child and in my youth, before the wild years of alcohol, drugs, and endless partying (which used to be my whole life) I actually enjoyed doing simple things like playing sudoku and knitting!

And guess what?! 😁 I’ve picked them up again. But this time it feels different, more meaningful, because I can actually dedicate free time to them and let them grow. I haven’t played games in years (I used to have a gambling addiction too), and I’ve realized I’m very prone to addictions. It happens fast.

Recently I started playing sudoku again, and within a day I reached some kind of master level because I just couldn’t stop. Then I shifted my focus to knitting, with the goal of making a beautiful mohair sweater. While writing this, I remembered how obsessed I was with Candy Crush when it came out, reached something like level 3800 before I finally got bored. Maybe I’ll pick it up again?

Anyway, the good news is that where I once had destructive addictions that literally broke me, now I’m rehabilitated and genuinely enjoying life. How are you doing with addictions? Hopefully only the kind that uplift you, not destroy you.

Finally some sun in Latvia 💕

#dogstr

Some cuteness from Molly 😇

Rare occasion: I traded home food for fine dining 🫣

But it was worth dressing up for 😌

I’m curious now ☺️ what’s your car brand of choice? Be honest, could you picture me behind the wheel of a Porsche? 🏁

From this cozy, nap-drenched shapelessness to this soft summer glow 💋 All it took was 5 minutes 😌

I can’t help it, shopping is my little joy 💕 These natural, airy textures and gentle silhouettes just speak to me lately.

What’s something that lights you up lately? 🌞

No makeup, no filter. Just a cotton dress, sun-warmed skin, and a nervous system that no longer lives in fight-or-flight.

Effortless. Like the way nature moves without trying, without asking. Just flowing, just being..

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May in Latvia 🌸 I wish this cloud last forever…

Something REAL is in the works. You’ll see it soon- touch it, love it, wonder what kind of magic it’s made of. We’re shaping spaces just so your eyes can drink it in. It’s loud behind the scenes. And I’m loving every second 🙏🏼

And what’s been moving in your world lately? 😊

#GM

Of course she only sleeps on silk pillowcases 👸🏻 Wild heart, royal standards. That’s just how we do it around here 😏 She also loves being the minibus for ticks, picking them up, chauffeuring them home, and dropping them off… on my bed. One’s already feasting on her nose 🥲

The worst part? This whole operation is free of charge and sponsored by my nervous system. Every day she brings in new guests, and sometimes they crawl on me too 🥹

😂😂😂

#mollystr #dogstr

She’s very good at dish and package cleaning 😎😂

#dogstr #mollystr